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The Best I Can Do

from The Big Bucks by Bony Macaroni

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Goodmorning, dirty sheets and tightness in the chest
Count to 10 and focus on the breath
40-minute showers, 40-minutes to relax
Meditate and cry for what feels like forever

I’m free and I guess I have to work real hard for that
I’m free, I think, most of the time

This week I’m sorta drinking from the cup
This week I kept myself from fucking up
It ain’t one for the book and it ain’t one for the shredder
There’s couple of ups and that shit fucking matters

I’m free and I guess I have to work real hard for that
I’m free, I think, most of the time I’ve been told “you can make it if you want it”
But, I don’t really believe in anything
No, I can’t wait for it

I don’t know if it’s dawning, but it’s the best I can do
Rummage around for a calling or a new point of view
It’s radical to live in the present, to return to place that you knew, they told me not to invest in
But, then I saw it in you
And, I think starting to feel it too

Congratu-fucking-lations, you’re in luck!
The net weight of existence isn’t much
As of now, I’m little more alive than before and whatever I wanted last year, I don’t want anymore

I don’t know if it’s dawning, but it’s the best I can do
Rummage around for a calling or a new point of view
It’s radical to live in the present, to return to place that you knew, they told me not to invest in
But, then I saw it in you
And, I think starting to see it too

Another decade of sentience and I gutted it
Hell, you can’t say I haven’t tried
I guess the universality of mid-twenties debauchery, means we all carry a piece inside

Is this coming to terms with worst of it?
Or, just a well-deserved break?
In a world that will just take what it can take, I know you’re feeling it too
What the hell, I know you’re felt it too when it got harder and harder, but I’ll find a way
Let me just sweat this one out
Let me out of this place

Well, shit got harder and harder, but I’ll find a way
Let me just sweat this one out
Sweat this one out

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from The Big Bucks, released March 31, 2023

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